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yourself

2010-04-16T22:35:00.002+08:00

well, when there is no one you can depend on,
even your good friend,
even your family member,
you just have to rely on yourself.

dont put too much hope on them.
well,atleast that's what i think :)

i need to get start training again and more on O's.

=')

2010-04-14T16:33:00.001+08:00

And we'll complete this together, love. ♥

because I believe in you

2010-03-09T21:17:00.003+08:00

It will be tough...

But if I hadn't given up on you, you should never give up,

my gungho boy =)

♥

cny.

2010-02-16T17:57:00.001+08:00

cny, 2days holiday and rot at home for me. nthg to do at home. but, there's lots of movie in every channel you switch too. ;DD well, i find this particular one, very interesting. ;D

wonder.

2010-02-08T21:22:00.006+08:00

time flies.

2010-01-23T19:19:00.003+08:00

It's been 2 weeks! And it's just 'around the corner'...

Yes, and the taxi stand inside joke xD

past glory.

2010-01-14T19:51:00.004+08:00

all that was past glory.

this year will be the year, the most stressful year that i will encounter.
the gap between last year and this year. everything will be more difficult,challenging&complicated.
ironic as it can be, its just january but i could feel the heat.
well lets just pray hard, we will all do well. =)

It is our attitude at the beginning of a difficult task which, more than anything else.
will affect its successful outcome.
~william james.

2010, start from scratch.

2010-01-02T19:31:00.009+08:00

nice way to start. ;D

i just realize that 2009, was my year of the number '2'. a lot happen by the '2'.

school starting in 2 days, i really hope i can manage especially w/o even revising in the holidays.have to start studying again, new chapters,new year, new challenge.

and its been so long since i train, and now i'm having a really irritating cramp on my left calf and aching on most part of my body. well what u expect? after almost 2 months of absence with a reason though. well, i miss a lot and it's my loss. but i know i did the right thing. i lost my form, well that's expected. yeap again 2010, i need to start from scratch. well i really think this year will be quite challenging and exciting. ;D

resolution. gwak

2010-01-01T07:42:00.002+08:00

another year has passed. 2010 will be hectic year. O's

1. manage to get 12 points to get to the course i wanted. well below 20 i will be grateful.
2.at least 3 hours of revision. ;D
3. more study then playing. haha
4.stop making so much noise in class. ( v. hard)
5.improve in track.
6.not to lose you.
7.o's will be the main priority
8.license.

2010. another beginning, and i'm turning 18 ^^, whoa.
2010. sports day again. xD
plain la this post.

result out. wawawiwa!!!

2009-12-19T09:06:00.004+08:00

thank god. alhamdulillah. shocking! well the best part is still all of us get to sec 5. hadi,sharul,epah,fifi,syohir,aidil,khairahmat,mohsein and manymany more.congrats to clarissa teo kwai y. for getting top! see. sit beside me lei.! ;p. that's means stressing year up ahead. mugging.
and another dreadful year of words of the day, morning assembly..=_=
sum it all. i'm still damn happy!

dreams/goal

2009-12-11T16:04:00.009+08:00

golfgti/nitec/happy/dreamfamily/ite/running/disappointment/overjoy/pizzahut/
tears/normalworkinghour/hardlife/lazy/marineoffshore/sec5/o's/dontgiveadamn/engineering/bike/ mechatronic/sec5/o's/aeronautical/14point/h.nitec/sp/dear/hockey/3rdpromnight/siddiq/
haizel/dangerousheadtotoe/officers/mrloy/condo/undroneroof/goal/ambition/poly/jc/o's/
mrvick/n's/happy/1st3/sec5/pass/5dynamic

well that's all. to be decide 7more days. =)

miss this.

2009-12-06T22:03:00.006+08:00

source of motivation.

zaki, hohoho. i envy you. no worries. i'm going to force myself back to training.busy working la. once i quit, back to track.
one day. side by side. lane 3 and 4 or 5. and whenever i losing my way. do remind me of this
yea best friend. ^^ and do read this kikilala! ;D k.busy working la. once i quit, back to track

it'll be hard. bt atleast i'm trying. ^^

g.o.f.

2009-12-02T14:06:00.002+08:00

Remember that! Heh.

graduatee

2009-10-21T21:48:00.004+08:00

first and foremost copyright from li min's blog

(though have not asked her. ) xD

had graduation day today. well. cant really say time flies fast.
but actually it does. haha! well present the class speech. awards and yeap.
well.. class dont really do things together due to keep banding class. sec 2 to 3 same class. sec 4 mix again. well wont be seeing the sec 4 and 5 anymore. first thing i will miss is of course the e7co. the best damn thing in my life. hope we all we still keep in touch though with our busy life in the future. really hope that all my classmates from both class get to secondary 5. well even i hope i will get to sec 5. it'll be tough but confirm, will be fun. and maybe then our class will be more bonded. which our class really lack at.
N's end. and i still holding on to my vow that i make to myself. maybe you are true. its all about passion not anything else. well.. i have to agree and continue with it. but next year, if i get to sec 5 depend, whatever happen my O's will come first other than yourself.;D
sure will miss all the sec 4's of 2009. mus,ina,mundzir.. too many to type out. haha!
well. i really hpe to see all my classmates back next year. no more monkey business.

and last but not least, i think this year holiday, i want to work la.. so got any work lobang???

other than macd,kfc or the same species.

a lil break.

2009-10-03T18:23:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA

well. less than 2 days. the feeling is like going for competition or you can say war..
alright. all the best for those taking n's. ;D

hmmm

2009-09-26T07:30:00.007+08:00

well the probabilities is like 1/8. i'm really hoping i manage to pull it through.
and pray that perhaps one day it will come true. hopefully it wont come to that decision
but again looking at the probability. gosh
another reason i hate karma.
to be frank. u really mean a lot to me.
oh well.

i miss training, just received call from one of them.
where we suffer,slack,latic,cramp and laugh together.
sure miss that. hurry end N. ;D

N level.

2009-09-12T13:57:00.001+08:00

i really want n's to end quickly but i dont think i'm 100% prepare.
somehow, it make me feel guilty when n's are coming but yet i'm not studying during this holiday. well . its not like i'm not going to studying. the moment sch reopen. intensive. duh..

success is 1% inspiration , 99% effort . trying my best to believe it. xD
maybe wont success but good enough point.
of course success will be 12 or below point xD
sum it up. next week hellish of studies. =_=

s.s done.

2009-09-08T18:12:00.000+08:00

studies,friends,life.
i'm working hard for it.
no idea. some are great, really great.
the reason i'm working hard. i want to have a great one. in the future.

well. sum it all = one thing.

best of lucks for upcoming exams.

LOL.

2009-08-31T22:35:00.000+08:00

dang. rossi crash in indianapolis.oh well.

this tues, first paper. mug,mug,mug s.s

overconfident.

2009-08-26T18:08:00.000+08:00

NEVER! I've learnt my lesson.

gear6!

what i've learnt

2009-08-22T00:19:00.003+08:00

(infer)

need to learn to be grateful with what you have
before asking for more or better things.
then you'll achieve the 'more'.
there's people out there who are less fortunate than us.
for them, what we have are more than enough.
we are fortunate enough.

well, apply this to any situation you are in.

countdown 16 more days. N's

screw u prelims!

2009-08-18T14:17:00.000+08:00

screwed up my maths. BIG TIME.
gosh.! the paper wasn't difficult. well. first 3 ques was uber tricky.
i even forgot to apply the KING's formula. wth!
well lucky this is prelim, this is where i should make mistake.
till now, i still feeling down.!$#@%#@$#^%

ponder..

2009-08-17T11:03:00.002+08:00

new wr. he's fast. really fast. well this is the fastest start by bolt so far. no wonder wr.
perhaps fastest man. wonder whether will Singapore ever reach this stage?

physic was disastrous. uber difficult and tricky. imagine section all of us atleast took half an hour. i hope its true that prelim are usually more difficult.
so altogether 3 paper flunk.

maths paper2, another disaster. tomorrow

prelim period.

2009-08-16T11:38:00.003+08:00

oh yea! there's chance.
well..i think he'll get below third for final though.
at 0235. somehow its like funny,he's in lane 1. xD

prelim period. wont see me around that much in school or anywhere till N's are over.
physic tmrw. 3pm. back t study table.

2 done.

2009-08-13T17:33:00.001+08:00

next week result. OLIES ROLIES.malay.
shucks. i think i'll flunk my s.s,elppr1 and mathss. wawawiwa!

back to studies.

oh and screw blogger.wawawiwa.

i love speed. =)

2009-08-04T19:13:00.005+08:00

crash. and ur bike cant go on. really is sad, if you are the rider.

moto gp kinda cool. high speed, high torque and u crash. gosh.
kinda cool u slide around the tar. fatal though w/o the suit.if the machine run over you or hit you, thats a different stories. but so far, u crash u still safe.
i love speed, i love fast. u guys should watch rossi vs stoner.
since i'm a fan of v.rossi.

artefact done. journal 80%. prelim few more days.
N coming real soon. i think i will flunk.
hope not la. somehow i feel that i'm tired of everything. gosh.
and school's like haywire. not studies but school.
really sucks la.

think about it kinda true la, fated like u said.xD

watch this. the crash somewhere in the middle of the video.

2009-07-26T12:17:00.001+08:00

the music kinda bastard. haha
racing is kinda cool. as in superbike. really. too bad singapore dont have one.

since i''ll be rotting at home might as well start studying.have to.
1 month and 1 week to first paper. ^^

stoopid comp. there's problem.

2009-07-23T19:27:00.001+08:00

so i cant update. cause there's problem.
wanted to post fifi's photo since his birthday today. oh well.
update when the blogger page goes back to normal. till then. N's

note to self.

2009-07-15T18:10:00.002+08:00

note to self:
refrain from playing soccer after school.
start with 'gear 6'
stop being nuisance in class
finish up dnt. mofo
oh and stop spraying aziz.

note to self:
work for your goal.

hey ho. well wont be updating so much till n's are done

2009-07-13T21:34:00.005+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rBxwSeCNmOs
i cant upload the video. not sure why. btw. watched this movie. last friday, with haizel, syohir,sharul,hadi,khai and haziq. wanted to watch ice age 3 but sold out. which we ask haizel to bring 3D shades. cause we told him they wont provide, and he really brought the shades. hahahaha which is just normal shades, as we told him 3d need that shade.
it was super crazy, hilarious cause people screaming for no reason. and shocking.
had not been updating. gosh 2 weeks of school. 1 and half month to N and a first paper s.s and we have not been studying! no class. great.
both oral went well i guess.

the hurdle, we go through together? love ya. =)

legend

2009-07-02T20:48:00.005+08:00

wanted to post about Jesse Owens. cause somehow reading his stories.
inspired me. hoho but i cant upload his photo to blogger. no idea why.
first week over. 2 more months N level. next week oral. O's done.
people changing, life changing. well what u expect? even the world is changing. so adapt to it yea. ever wonder what will happen to you when you are dead.
nope. maybe some of us know. as in we were taught that way. its been 6 months. and some of you guys still having your ego as big as the world. when will u people learn to accept each other? screw all of you. and blaming me for making noise in class and u cant study. thats even more stupid. if class too quiet what u'll be doing? sleep. fucker. atleast i make noise i do pay attention.
nahh.. just something in my mind and bothering me.
i think i miss exco after viewing all the photos.

3 more days.

2009-06-26T14:26:00.003+08:00

as if this busy xD

start to get busy again, focus, one aim.
sore throat,flu, lots of flam. gahh.
not going training tomorrow. rest. homework almost all done.
except for dnt.

yesterday, crab-seeing, beach soccer, swim, slack, beach football,
the last day to have fun before sch reopen.

i had an interesting dream. =)

2009-06-25T11:10:00.003+08:00

dream of playing for singapore in hockey. :)
and the list of players in the squad. let's see
gk. mustaqim haha
lb/rb was shidan and adib
last man: azahari
central defence: jurong west player. (dont know the name)
cm:me and sharul haha
rw/lw: both sengkang winger.
striker: ahmad and baloo.
the dream was long enough fr me to know first 11.

see. weird is't it. all the player except for me are damn good xD
all over singapore.

outing later. dont feel like going but ohwell. =)

birthday

2009-06-24T19:55:00.003+08:00

Happy 17th birthday aref sama/ aref mraz/aref

continue to be happy always and crack up nonsense joke. and remember i'm more mature and older than u. hahaha hope u like the 16th june celebration. xD

darn. i have to chiong on artifact the moment school reopen. my mind cant never be in peace due to this.

but aleast i'm done with physic and maths paper1

p.s i think i like you. (you knew) lol xD

weird. somethings wrong.

2009-06-19T10:01:00.003+08:00

skipped training fr almost 3 weeks. great achievement. oh well.
all with reason. keep going to malaysia. since my nenek. warded.
oh well.back tomorrow. busy back with homework i guess and studies.
all the way gear 6 to N 14 points!!
hey 4 dynamic. dont go sentosa la. sunburn la. go somewhere better la.
like pc show,zoo,bird park timezone. xD

haha that was like not me. hahaha keep thinking about what happened.
but that night was great night apart from the last part . xD nervous mahh

time

2009-06-12T19:53:00.000+08:00

for fats burning!
xD

slack? noo

2009-06-09T19:19:00.003+08:00

never felt this way before. but u cant blame me. there just no FUN in it for now.
there's like no one there. super bored. lots more reason if u were to ask me.
so yea. I'll just take this as exercise.
maybe I'll change my mind. go with the flow.
i don't really care.
cause at least there something else that can look forward for.. ^^
jog cancel, legs aching.

it was 4.54pm.

2009-06-06T16:47:00.004+08:00

=')

i'm tired of school. hurry2 finish secondary school. exam all hurry.
give my best and that it. still,i got sec5. hopefully.
dnt gah i want to drop. as if it's possible eh.
should just plan and do easy artifact since 20% of the overall.
mafan,mafan,mafan
didnt went out as much as last year holiday.
expected. but still. still have to go out rather than rot at home or study.
too much study = crazy. my theory. objection. screw yourself.

mt o done

2009-06-01T19:43:00.004+08:00

hope i dont have to retake. quite difficult and how should i put it eh? weird lol.
gah. wed result and maths remedial. too lazy to touch homework that was given.
dnt remedial from 1 to 6 for 1 week. holiday as if school day.
past 1 month, i've been having this weird dream. really.

aim for dist.

2009-05-31T18:07:00.004+08:00

blur. but all let's strive for A1!
cikgu rose class. 4na o malay

suddenly nervous for tomorrow paper. weird. never felt
nervous before. maybe because taking the exam in the hall cause no
more talking,slapping and laughing during paper. i want dist. i dont want to retake
please. and all all the best for those taking the paper tomorrow. for all cl, ml, and tamil (tl or il?)

trust me. it's more complicated than a game call hockey

2009-05-29T22:43:00.007+08:00

''trust me, this thing is more complicated than the game u played called hockey'' coach Gordon.
lol for lazy people. or something else. only four of us knows.xD i think i miss him. muahahaha

just realise tomorrow sat,
Saturday morning = torturing = slacking (no need do properly) xD
always got caught though.
Result:i wanted to put it here but it'll better to put the actual N which on October since that the real thang.

check the previous post. mofo.

my first ever molested eye witnessed

2009-05-29T19:15:00.004+08:00

there's no easy way for me. for both of it.
(much resemble)

mye result. i'm happy. i'm not that greedy.
ok. road run 2009, bored compare to the pass 2years,
this year was more like sprint and walk to me. starting sprint, then walk.
somewhere in the middle sprint then walk again. only start to jog when we reach the last 400m with siddiq and sharul. anyway we all (almost all the gang)crossed together which really attention seekingggg laaaa...had lunch then went to mosque with mus,rozaihan, matin,ashraf,amirul and fathur.okok. we walk in circle while looking for the mosque
here's the fun part. hahahahaha
we reach there when we seat down, i saw matin being molested by i think mentally ill person which only attack pple with red shirt. he put his on matin's shoulder then slowly his finger will go in ur shirt, as if holding ur breast. hahaa. mus and me was laughing when we saw it hahaha matin stood up walk away. but when we came back. to sit down. he came again but i think he prefer amirul. when he start putting his hand in amirul's shirt then body and so on. i swear and again i and mus was laughing damn hard laa. amirul move to the front row to move away and rozaihan acting like barrier lah so he moved beside amirul since he wearing orange but he ended up being a victim too. so we ended up gg to the 2nd floor. (sorry for my bad grammar) i'm still half asleep while blogging this. more detailed ask me or any of them in school.

ps. yea i'm so sure it will come from me. not sure bout u.

oh no. not again.

2009-05-24T21:20:00.003+08:00

if it is. then be it. somehow it'll be better.

starting of new week. let's see what subject i flung.
cool shit.

over. 2 more major to go.

2009-05-23T20:50:00.006+08:00

for now. i mean for a week. then back to studies,
prelim and N level.
what he said was encouraging but i dont even know, i'll still be there
to achieve it. screwwwww.....
gosh four days of 3hours of malay! nvm A2 for mt must really work
for it. i really want to excel man for all subject.!!!!

' that'during the bet. maybe =')

1 more paper. atleast something to look forward to

2009-05-19T19:13:00.003+08:00

much resemble. to situation. nah.
maybe a feeling that will just go away after awhile.i kept changing.
that the reason. this time NO.

yes ah. last paper. for mid year. dnt. bet my whole class doesn't even bother
to study la. same here. lazy too. but still. have to study. last paper. so must give all out.
tired of mugging till midnight. screw.
gah L1B4 atleast 14. my goal. though. kinda impossible for now.
=)

2 more paper to go.. gosh. its not even the real thing yet

2009-05-18T19:37:00.003+08:00

He was doing bisnes but he was scared we peep at him. so he climbed up.

fidar was half naked xD

hey, for n and o level social studies. good news. no more sri lanka topic cause
the conflict are over! cool! at last. go check the newspaper hahaha. 2 more paper and tmrw geog,
the fact that i'm here cause i'm taking a break, blame the weather today that i have to stay up late cause i felt asleep 2times while studying in the afternoon.
coast river food.
hurry! finish.

ohh, then it'll be 4months lol..

i need motivation.

2009-05-16T21:11:00.003+08:00

sports comm. 7th batch.

tiring day.
a lot. i cant decide now. just go with the flow for now. somehow i felt left out talking with you guys. but the title is not about studies though. only me ridhwan knows.
3 more papers. hurry2

p/s: may be random. but sorry if i hurt u today. really. dont ask why, ;)

fear

2009-05-14T20:56:00.002+08:00

maths paper 2 tomorrow. somehow scary.
physic was super difficult today. whatver we studied for only 15% came out
and i dont know. why the song only play for 30sec. =_=

='))

shaggg

2009-05-13T10:12:00.007+08:00

(satu hati,satu jiwa, evergreen!)the cheers with jumpstyle. =)

let's see. math paper 1. can do. can score. if not, due to careless mistake or wrong accuracy.
hmm. s.s has always been a pain in the ass. sbq was disastrous. while seq was like race against time. 5more papers to go. at least can relax a bit.

? then it will be one of my downs in life. :)

buarghhhhh

2009-05-11T14:41:00.007+08:00

3am in the morning

funny reason for the flower

everyone was half asleep celebrate mother's day. drool on their mouth.
smelly mouth. and the best thing. my mum cried. which she act like she wiping her face act like sleepy but her eyes were red. hahaha
hard to study. hard to absorb what i wanted to study. cause i need something fun first, then can study cause the moment i sat on the study table i'll get bored.
so watching movie at internet. xD i mean i'm resting now. study a bit this morning.
after i'm done.
s.s mugggggggg and physic. maths. abit abit la later. concentrating on maths too much la past few days.

happy mother's day

2009-05-10T21:40:00.002+08:00

picture will be uploaded laterx30. cause
celebrating after 12 cause that's when everyone will be home.
preview lol
elder sis: ibu, u got my text i send u about mother's day?
mum: dont know.
elder sis: action sehh.
haha which actually my mom read it ledi this morning.
will do a proper post tmrw i guess
tataa s.s mugging

not now,not soon

2009-05-09T12:09:00.001+08:00

its all going round, and round again.
ironically, im enjoying mine;)

i need to persevere, i'm not a quitter.

ok. i'll go to hibernate now. late afternoon chionggg..
this morning was torturing. xD

monday on? =)
(the dream u wanted to tell me)nyaha

oh gosh

2009-05-07T21:37:00.001+08:00

shuck. today was totally waste. i didn't even open my book tonigh. gosh.
a lil break maybe.

this should be y'dae post. but i forgot to update

2009-05-05T20:33:00.006+08:00

wasn't ready and we had kenduri there. this is the licence

ok first off. at kampong lots of things have change. after destroy the wood house, and we all move in to the ROCK house just beside the made of wood house. haha. whoa its damn big sia. ok time really flies. my cousin who is 18 now can drive! licence some more. wth. did i mention he already got a car? we grow up together, quarrel and fight when we're small. okok. and he look like me. =_= maybe because we are too close. fun lah, been sometime since went there. teach my bro how to ride bike with cousin. work out at night 2am lol.
2ndly. dont jay walk! trust me. happened right infront of my eyes. ok not so detailed.
i think i'll flunk my english compo. haha nvm. same with malay too haha
mid year will flung la surely.
after paper
me: cher, i'll flung my english la, i write nonsense ah.
mr goh: nvm what. you always nonsense.
so i hope the marker understand me and i'll pass with flying colours.xD

treat it this way, u got ur life, i got mine? i shared lots of things. nahh
nevermind. i dont mind. i think u know me very well. enjoy ur life fren.
since sec 1 sia. or p6? although different school

know why i dont insist? cause i know u're strong girl. =)

time really flies

2009-04-29T16:13:00.003+08:00

sec 1 remember? (dont know from where sharul got this)

few more days to mid year. and gosh lots to study. and my mid year sure will flunk.
although mid year are coming, lesson are still fun as ever.. shrek's tantrum. haha
joke of the day, monday.
class: louder la khai!cannot hear.
mr tan: he is a soft speaker by nature.
fidar: cher!! i want read, i'm a hard speaker!!
whole class laugh
if u came to school today, there this choco sample right?
we have to choose either white or black.
sufian: fidar go say, later we can eat both! "since our chairperson aziz and clare. we can take both lah."
fidar: cher! aziz indian then clare china girl. we can take both ahh
mr goh: who said that? stand up.
fidar have to stand and only got the choc after everyone get it.class laugh

okok.. nah inside joke. 4dynamic really fun. now all await for mrs hariz return hahaha.
aites.i'm gonna have a nap then study later. about time.

its complicted sey. really. lol

sometime there just no other options in life

2009-04-22T20:20:00.004+08:00

so just go with the flow. there may be the good things but seriously i still cant find it.
and i take back my word for what i told you during the last day, i do have.
there just no point of it. But everything happened with a reason.
so yea. I'm cool. =)
oh yeah. I'm in DILEMMA
"you got the speed,stamina and brain. polish up your stickwork and you'll be one of the best winger around'' a coach who just saw me played for the 1st time.
or
fidar's dream. one day.=)
"be patient la, this kind of thing we cant rush. 2 more years and you'll see" coach
=)

okay. i need to force myself to study, slacking for 2 weeks.gahh!

journey end

2009-04-17T23:59:00.004+08:00

journey ended.

sad of course. wont be spending time as much as last time together.
happy? definitely. i'm free duty.

sorry, i do have. not to you guys. without this. i wont meet you people.
but i do hold grudge against the 2.
really. screw you. no worries 7th, none of you.

now UNDERWATER WORLD laaaaa
studies then track. nothing else. maybe girl.. xp u know, i know. lol

friday

2009-04-16T17:49:00.002+08:00

yea. qualified for 4x100m though didn't run my usual run though.
tomorrow semis, first leg i guess, cant be help.
i feel that there no point running, we both know why.hahaa
hey, 1 more day. enjoy all you can. then go the normal routines,
word of the day and silent reading. gahhh
good things come with sacrifice right? =)

let bygone be bygone

2009-04-15T20:07:00.003+08:00

2009 not my year for track. obviously i'm not ready.
next year than. let bygone be bygone for now.
4x100m tomorrow.
i've lots to catch up on studies.
1day and few more hours.

hibernate time.

2009-04-11T16:05:00.001+08:00

the schedule are out. =)

flu.

2009-04-10T20:11:00.002+08:00

woke up this morning, eyes and nose watery, head heavy,
body all stiff. and mosque damn pack la, until me and my dad have to run
to the car and rush to other mosque. really hilarious la, imagine 49 year old dad
running then drove 110 at normal road. =-=

irritating. nose like leaking. dang!!
lucky i'm not down with fever.
plan on playing pool but cancel it cause damn flu.
alright maths and dnt folio to be done.

its big but useless

2009-04-09T22:29:00.004+08:00

we got 2nd. invitational only. got the video, too lazy upload maybe next time
seriously,i'm not prepared for nationals like too fast not enough pumps!
but never mind i did promise to do my best for 100.
not constant. maybe i need rest and ice bath.
and i do think i aimed for something that is possible,it may not be now
or next year. i said "one day" when i'm, either 19 or 20. =) i will proof you wrong,again
if not i quit.

and maybe that the reason :)

patient

2009-04-02T22:44:00.005+08:00

ok cool. lots of great things coming up.
IF,if the result turn out to be great then it will be great.
get it? no? kiss your finger 3 times. nyahahaha

now all about studying and mugging and revising. (ing-ing)
have to buck up. I've set my goal, now i only need effort. big effort.

lets do our best

2009-03-29T11:03:00.001+08:00

commitment

2009-03-28T12:18:00.006+08:00

its all about it. really if any of you drop it. screw you.
though the chances of us getting to final is nil. but obviously we have to try our best.
i've always love it but not until now. its all about commitment really.
now i know why individual is more important. and yes it is.
getting a bugger one in other division is fucked up too.
what with 'woooo happy running'? screw u. u want it, train hard for it.mofo

really kinda hate it.
tmrw will be fast race. since ssp,vjc,njc in our heats.
how lucky, wait. its not lucky. how cool all three of us different heats. xD
hope we all meet in final or only the two of you, darn.
again tmrw FAST one. =)

curious.

2009-03-24T19:51:00.005+08:00

Alaskan crab

curious? due to it i'm craving to eat it. know why? it cost damn bloody expensive and some
fisherman even took the risk to catch it in cold weather and huge wave condition. and its in deadliest catch! i want go underwater world la excos. pleaseee... lol
ok i was lucky today, really lucky. phew!
speaking of it, this weekend i'll be running first leg and second leg.
like nesta carter.
ok i got physic, chem and maths to be done.

LIA camp 09

2009-03-22T15:11:00.002+08:00

dog tired. knockout. insomnia. overall great success.
cool joe.

LIA camp? need tips

2009-03-19T22:07:00.001+08:00

http://askmelarh.blogspot.com/2008/05/lia-camp-aka-tekan-camp.html
my experience.
my 2nd LIA camp. ok time flies fast.
back on the 22. heee =)
all the best leaders.

cheetot

2009-03-18T12:36:00.001+08:00

piles of homework that need to be done by tonight.gahhh!!
to lazy to do lahh.. damn it.

one step closer. but still far away

2009-03-14T19:33:00.003+08:00

saw some jap runners remind me of japan haha.

haha it was hilarious. i hit it supposedly. although the rest said it doesn't count.
damn! i should just concentrate and end the race. 11.8 or 9. coach said it will be.but i ended up laughing and
push my hand up saying yeah. so the time was flat 12. haha
seriously. i dont feel pressure at all from this morning. it was totally different feeling.
national school 11.8s confirm. i will work hard for it.
it may be really convincing for me cause i hit my goal. but its still considered slow.
again. step by step. its not been a year I'm with sd. Hee =)
now i enjoy my life. finish up homework before Thursday.
LIA camp. before that lots of brain cracking meeting.
hope i can run for sd meet. but lia camp.
nevermind heeee

all the best for others who running tomorrow.
zaki your peak of life will decide tomorrow.

pumped up. i should be ready.

2009-03-13T15:08:00.003+08:00

(no striding at all) =-=" damn slow
tomorrow will much better than this. i swear

pumped up. will be running with some fast guys which will help me push
i swear. i want12 to be history.
all in the mind.
"sufian, i will be expecting from you''. that what coach said.
another reason. =)

result

2009-03-12T22:18:00.005+08:00

drew by zaki. if i'm not wrong

end takraw season. done. phew.
dont really had the chance to play.
nevermind. cant really swing. hams cramp.
fuhh.
ohh i passed all my test.
s.s was surprising. scored 20/25 wuhuu.
clare, during phys we had so much fun with syohir and piekia right?
too bad that certain someone doesn't get it. u know, i know.
i think dnt fail.
LIA camp =) i got selected nyahaha

yahyah! i will change the blog song, once i remember my password. hahah

doing things that i dont enjoy

2009-03-09T21:52:00.004+08:00

this is nice. 3 of us. hey good hair day.

i dont know why, i'm still doing it. maybe because my habit not to say no.
oh well. i used to love it. so i guess i just have to enjoy it. 2 more.
and i will be concentrating to 2 main things.
now pressured. i just have to hit below it.
that will lead me somewhere.

oh common test result, not convincing. just got 3 papers back all pass
but maths i lost 4-5 mark accuracy wrong.
malay also. lots of careless mistake.
see? u are not the only one. me too. so do cheer up ok?

high hopes = high disappointment. remember you once told me this?
hope u wont have to say this again to me this sat.

4dynamic. haha

2009-03-05T21:23:00.003+08:00

we called this 4 dynamic random question. some of them are true, some are not.
who knows right? (ehem2 boi action) nyahahaha
it seems that we are getting bonded. haha
this happenned when mr Goh absent for 2 period of physic.
haizel started it first if i'm not wrong. haha
got one more. i want to upload. but i did'nt received from shad. too bad.
a nonsense one though.
hey really, i want join the fun for tomorrow, but i got exco duty lahh.
sorry peepshole. i know,i know u will miss me.. haha

9 more days.

birthday

2009-03-04T22:39:00.004+08:00

(ahha! found a nice one) xue er and kexin nyahaha

Ang Xue er!!!!
happy 16th birthday.

nothing to say here cause almost everything i wanted to say i wrote in the card.
hope you like it. tata

its still raining when i updating

2009-03-02T19:30:00.004+08:00

i miss this.

first common test.english and maths.
english, the whole class thought it was paper 2 cause Mr joseph tan never told us anything.
when we got the question paper, most of us started laughing cause it was paper 1!. hahaha
its damn hilarious. and that piekia keep staring at me as if he not happy with me.
and during english paper. someone farted. damn loud sia!! hahaha u know who.
and tomorrow will be chemistry and malay. not that bad compared to physic and s.s the following day. everything have to memorise especially that s.s.
now off to mug chemistry.!! see ya around.
i'm considering. it will just be like lucky - jason mraz.
but the problem is you.
damn it!

Thursday first game of the national school.

it was raining when i was updating.

2009-02-28T23:07:00.002+08:00

school + training = dead tired.
i really have to buck up, everyday at least 3 hours of revising.
common test this monday and less than 2 weeks.
i want to be part of the below 12.

back.

2009-02-26T20:32:00.003+08:00

whoa. evergreen won against BBSS (bible secondary) haha.
this sound gay. but i think i miss my primary school friends.
gahh.. we usually play takraw almost everyday since p6 to sec 2.
until sec 3 which i start back to track. and busy then.
gosh miss those fun time. and speaking of takraw,
me and sharul been force to join and go for the selection tomorrow.
gosh. its been ages since i played takraw properly.
hope my touch still there. =)
allcomers 3 in 3weeks. really 11.99s will do.

chill la fidar. jking only. remember in japan? what we did on the double decker bed?
hahaha aku maen2 je la pat klas. haha

haha

2009-02-21T16:49:00.002+08:00

saw this somewhere.

3things every girl need in life

Alcohol: to make her strong.
love: to make her weak.
and best friends: to pick her up when both alcohol and love make hit the floor.

random.

italy? i envied you a lot. he told me, maybe my turn 2 years time. =(

2009-02-21T15:44:00.002+08:00

woke up, my whole body aching and damn tired. went to the mirror and my eyes look like panda's.
swimming tomorrow. anyone want to tag along?

main focus = 2 things.

disappointing but we manage to hold

2009-02-19T20:20:00.003+08:00

china vs australia 2007

we had match with jurong west, and we lost. butbut, we achieved our objective that is enjoy the game and we play extremely well for the 3/4 of the game. really well that we manage to hold them only 1-0. then others start to get tired. and 4 goals came in. mainly it was sharul and my mistake cause we played on the centre and didn't really understand their last formation. (which they keep changing cause they cant go through us) =)
oh yeah tmrw with victoria. a draw or win children.
there a slight chance we may not get to the 2nd round but this is the best team i played with,
maybe there will be hockey game or johor trip. and yea have to admit, this year is the strongest B boys team, i played for the past two years. this is the best.
if only the whole team came for the fitness and training. our team will be a solid team.
oh well.

satisfying though.

2009-02-18T22:13:00.002+08:00

for tomorrow match reminder,"enjoy the match" . mus will be doing lots of fantastic save.
the most shiok. we get to skip class. =)
allcomers 3 coming.

my v day

2009-02-15T00:17:00.007+08:00

initial plan was movie but, no! we slack until 10plus. it was fun though. we do chat a lot. with syasya and B2. no picture of syasya though. all blame syasya for turning up 1 hour late.
ok, ive to admit that you look good just now. xD
after syasya left we watched cats in the cradle perform but we left early cause go there this guy who went for tran sexual who scared us. by being super emotional for the song and keep staring at us. that really freak us out.

ironic, i dont feel good

2009-02-13T22:13:00.004+08:00

its true though. i don t feel good for tomorrow 200m. somehow, i feel off form, lane 7 outer lane.
just run. B2 and syasya tmrw.

it wont be the same

2009-02-12T19:19:00.002+08:00

get ready to laugh, watch this, mr joseph tan show it to us in class
as total defence day is coming. haha

u still free for v day? ;)

OI HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2009-02-09T22:17:00.004+08:00

OI KELVIN! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!. haha

english lesson what. haha 16 already. good can watch movie together.
stop being lazy la. and grow taller and get a good girlfriend. hahaha
ur present coming. trust me

great

2009-02-08T02:09:00.004+08:00

still havent sleep. just reach home. watch rugby match, but i almost fell asleep so went back.
in 5 hour time hockey fitness training. just great, then expo with B2.
nights peepshole.

my saturGAY

2009-02-07T22:53:00.004+08:00

it was super pathetic run. i cant push, i cant stride. i was like on 60%. not even in the mood
of running,the timing was 1++ second slow from usual. oh well too much hockey until the ball hit my head. it was the hit shot man.
ok moving on, later part of the day, mal house since im too lazy to go back home, meet the others at mal block. and swoosh ray house watch saw III and u should look at all of our face.
then move on to dora house for the surprise celebration of mal and nessa birthday which almost everyone doesnt know at all.
i did'nt really do anything except for playing monopoly using clare itouch with joey. and theres the gay part! after smacking mal face to the cake. wan,skodeng,arep,me and man. hahaha lick the cake at each other finger haahahaha.and the kissing of mal.
okok. going off now. for more gay stuff at wan crib and arep to watch match. tatata

HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY MAL AND NESSY.

ps: not happy with me? dont hold back, spit it out.
keep making faces. cb. same class some more.
!@##&$%&*$&^(*^(
sorry period lah.

WISH ME LUCK

2009-02-06T22:12:00.001+08:00

cause its the only thing that going to help.LUCK

i can see starss

2009-02-05T21:09:00.004+08:00

B2,B1,B3

ok we lost. 1-0. tough game man.all thanks to our great goalie mus. he saved almost all the ball. and hockey is freaking dangerous sports.
only the team know why. botak already still kena. my left side is bright red.
and sharul worried sial. hahahaha
okok. going out later. study at void deck boleh motek.huahaha

there always a good things behind it right? =) i'm done.

2009-02-04T18:52:00.006+08:00

yes! cant wait for tmrw. right wing and left wing botak! haha nice2, evergreen do have a good
botak wingers xD. ironically, i dont really care about winning or losing, just enjoy the game.
hahahaha ok, i'm hyper today. maybe because its finally rain!
okok,whatever it is, tmrw still have to win.
childrens, play like y'dae 2nd half and the game is definitely ours.(speaking of it, i havent wash my jersey and socks! and dry my turf shoes! oh great!)
ohh i plan for my valentine day already, i'm going out with my best botak buddy to night safari or we see first la clare joining.wuhuu
really we be like gay. since both of us got rejected. haha pathetic right? shut up lah!

name of the day(not a day,but every single day) aziz! i really enjoy being in the class for every lesson hahaha especially ss and physic.no. all lesson i enjoyed . haha sec 4 gerek apart from the
stress of studying and homework and weekly test.okok homework now.

shucks. go awayfeelings .for a moment there i start to have the feeling back. ohh great.i do feel guilty really.
sorry for what i done to you alright? been 3 years we celebrate v day together.
but not this year. enjoy ur life, u sure do.move on la hes a good guy, rmbr u always complain to me about him? haha okk dont eat too much while doing nothing at home! haha
go find job or what la while waiting fr school to start.or play netball or high jump xD
haha i will try to upload botak picture ok? see for you ah!
i do miss you. but oh well haha(to u know who) haha

yeahh!

2009-02-03T20:01:00.003+08:00

we won. the team play well. really. i only start to play properly on the 2nd half. bald already, maybe that why forgot how to play anymore haha maybe not, cause i just realise the hockey stick i was using crack during half time haha. the 2 goals are great both from shot corner.
3 more games. another 2 win and we are through. and must win.
i'm missing training. this sat 200m. wuhhh! haha.
ohh and this one riverside Chinese netball girl damn hot the one in white. haha
apparently they had match at northland sec too.
i'm dead tired. ok now homework waiting..

irritating ehhh. =)

2009-02-02T19:51:00.001+08:00

we just have to win. we have to guys.
it sure feels cooling now. haha

if havent, dont fade away okk?? nyahahahha

phew

2009-01-31T23:01:00.003+08:00

ALI!!

ohkay. i do feel hurt.oh well, i feel better now. cause i dont really know what to
talk about when with you haha feel funny hah? nahh i dont really have time for now though,
my mon to fri are all book, reach home
i be busy hmwk. okie2
enjoy ur life man cause i'm enoying mine =)
no hard feeling.

i'm going to watch this two movie tmrw!

2009-01-30T22:28:00.005+08:00

both boxing movie. it all started when i start to mimic muhammad ali during hockey
training when coach start to tell us about this two inspiring movie.
first thing i will do when i reach home tomorrow.
i want blog about muhammad ali. but nvm. he like super cool. one of the
best athlete in the world.

p.s forget it lah. the end.

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY

2009-01-28T21:38:00.006+08:00

happy 17thbirthday wuuu! (same colour as the present i bought you)haha

zaki birthday siol. school canteen and ijc canteen after training. haha u should look at his
face he was in the verge of crying. nyahahaha
almost i tell you. luckyy..
31st ahh hopefully i become better and yay KL! pb laa

tiring week. trust me

2009-01-23T21:39:00.003+08:00

really read the topic. sore throat,runny nose, fever.
yah. and i really feel super tired when i went to school.
nvm. and my whole body are aching. atlastttttt!!!!
4 days of rest. free from eveything except for homework.
baleking kampong tmrw afternoon be back monday night.
fuhh the fresh air and breeze at kmpong wahhhhh..
okk i need a rest.
atlast i got it! but i got cut on my leg. ccb.
cmon i'm trying to be nice here. who started it first?
nahh everything happen with reason right? screw you,lucky chinese new year.

kong xi fa cai

the best match i ever played in this 4 years

2009-01-20T20:41:00.004+08:00

the feeling was like wawawiwahhhh! and when coach teach me how to go pass
players. for the first time i really cant wait to try it. haha.
seem that i have no regret skipping today training. ;p.
although we draw for 3 half. but really enjoyed it although brought some of the chances
to score down. sorry guys.their coach like fuck, scold our player vulgar sak.
i will try to come for training, u know clash right. try lahh eh...
some more i think this year our group easy. compared with the last 2 years.
ok then..will be sleeping early.
after school. takraw and ijc.
so excited for ijc.
all that are rumours lah. i dont need one. for now atleast .
i think i'm going fall sick. shucks.
okokokokokokokokok
spikees this sat^^

oh shuck!

2009-01-15T20:35:00.003+08:00

maybe i should'nt go for hockey just now.
gosh. but life is about choosing the thing that u like right?
and its the truth that my hockey coach really can change one mindset.
maybe its just because of the others. haha really make me loss motivation
fuck. ok i shall just stick to one. keep changing wont make me go anywhere.
less than a year what. the rest 3 years then they
got something. ok sooooooo.... be patient sufian.
gahhhhhh!! maybe i'm thinking too much.
oh from tmrw onwards, i wont be noisy student. haha i want to keep quiet. ok done
okok. mindset2! dont give up.
track! done.ohh i'l losing weight and i lost a friend. hahaha

i know readers dont understand. my blog what!

one reason

2009-01-14T17:54:00.003+08:00

random one. dont bother to read,just press the red button.
cause i believe in karma.(no link) do u even pass ur s.s???? 'i agree to a large extend that....'
nyahahahaha told ya it will be random u mofo!

nothing amazing happen in school today.
quite bored. during s.s had a talk with ms chala
while the others watch video of singapore past. i think.
she ask hows life and everything. hahaha
excos,studies,track,gf,friend. ahhh.
i feel much better after talking to her.haha yahh i'm weak. what u expect?
ohh i lost a friend, a good one and once special to me. but nyahhhhh
life is really stress when you an exco. but this is life, there always ups and downs.
exco life really change me. speaking of exco. we stepping down april.gahh.
wuhuu kill 2 birds with a stone haha. cause end of national and prefect.cause the 6th
did'nt do well for their O's.and yea soccer for u guys.netball for girls. interclass that is buttt!!
hahaha mr vick still want kabaddi. but it will be mixture of boys n girls. sec 3 interclass
will probably the last project from the sport comm.
gather and had meeting with the 6group leader,its really nostalgic. as if we going to japan again
haha but NO! we discuss about this friday bbq. sorry auntie chew, really wanted to help
with the shopping but got training. gomen nasai.

hey! thanks for making me feel this way again. ^^
the time will come.